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她的眼神…历历在目

It takes me years to realized when you lost something actually doesn’t mean you lose everything.

Allowing yourself to really think back, you might overlook something … says friendship, lessons to learn or opportunity that lies right in front of your eyes that you never seems to see (coz’ you might be blind at that time).

Everyone wish they have a time machine to go back and fix things right.

… but what’s right? Are you sure after you fix it, it will be how you want it?

This reminds me of the story in movie "The Time Machine".
Alexander tries to return to the past to fix a tragedy, but tragedy keeps on repeating every times he goes back … and it never ends.

Also a favorite movie of mine - "Butterfly Effect". Every time
Evan Treborn travels back to his childhood and try to fix the mistake he had done, things got worse … then  finally he wish that he never been born to this world for the havoc he ‘d done to his love one.

What I’m saying is things happened for a reason, and when you look back one day and matching every pieces of them like a Lego. You might get a big "Aaa Hah …", and be satisfy with where you are now.

So what that means?

Well, it can means a lot; it can be meaningless, depending on how you take it; how much you appreciate it; or perhaps how much do you learned from there?

[Saturday 2007/09/16 22：57]

奔跑！

儿时，非常爱跑。
拔起腿，脑袋里只看到终点，不顾一切。途中不知跌过多少次，跌得遍体鲮伤，撞得头破血流，也不当一回事，只要到达终点就行了。

长大了，要奔跑的终点也很多。
可是跑起来，风不再插身而过，速度感没了。
为何，是怕跌倒，怕痛还是怕受伤？
从物理的角度来看，那是可以理解的，长到越高的物件，倒下来的创伤越大；
从心理的角度来看嘛，是受不了挫折，怕跌倒后站不起来了。

这样说来岂不是连个小童都不如了，那是长大了？还是衰退了？

[Edited 2007/08/23]

For life:

"If a man does not know where he’s going,

no light is bright enough to guide him."

周六，

在窗外绿绿的树丛，我不但不会觉得闷，还看得很专心…好想一棵棵把它们画下来。
好久没画画了，不懂能把这些树的"神髓"都画出来吗?

我一路都没睡着，心里似乎有所思念，烦恼…我很清楚自己在想什么，只是一些没有答案的问题。

今天，我是回家乡扫墓，出乎意料的，大道上的车辆没我想象中的拥挤；这反而更好…不会煞风景…阻碍我的思路，哈哈。

收音机播起我熟识的歌…越听越沉醉, 原来我去到哪里，无时无刻地还是很在乎… 。

对错已经不太重要，
不是因为我不爱你，
起码我曾经尝试过，

我从来没有后悔过，
爱一个人不要理由，
你是我信生唯一的选择。

今天开车回家途中，从电台中听到这一段：

“要别人爱您，就得更爱自己及 使自己更值得被爱…“

觉得蛮有意义的，特地寄上来与大家分享。

致我的死党:

"谢谢你们一路来的陪伴，
有时候想起真的很感动的…
(:P) 友谊万岁！".

在新年期间没拜访的，很遗憾… 希望还能多多联络哦！

虚幻人生

今早在开车上班时，听到98.8的DJ谈到现在的社会问题： “据说n年前，有个少女很爱上网聊天…有一次电脑故障，她失去所有的网友联络…竟想不开自尽了”。

这则新闻我也劣有所闻,我就直想“需要这样吗？”；换着是我，即使所有朋友的联络都没了…就等人家call我在一个个加回去啊…用不着自尽吧！

我这样说并不是要比较什么，只是觉得这个年代的人太过依赖科技了（将来会更严重）…虚拟的生活竟比现实更为重要吗？

又看看逃学玩online game的一群，都活在虚拟世界里…就算在里面成了英雄又怎么样…其实现实中可能是个失败者（loser）。娱乐是一回事；逃避又是另一回事…我个人很反对逃避的选项。

Again, 我可没负面强调“失败者”的定义；人人都曾经是一个，每甚大了的！

尽管现实有多残酷，事情有多不如意，很多事情都要实实在在的去面对…这才叫做人生啊！！

在这里，我有句话儿与大家分享。别小看它哦，内含的意义可真不小!
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May you have …
Enough happiness to keep you sweet,
Enough trials to keep you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human,
Enough hope to keep you happy,
Enough failure to keep you humble,
Enough success to keep you eager,
Enough friends to give you comfort,
Enough enthusiasm to look forward,
Enough faith to banish depression,
Enough determination to make each day
better than yesterday.
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糟了，发觉自己越来越咯唆/婆妈了…